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hi guys, i'm back again. Well, i'm here to suppress what's in my mind now and with a very sudden i got the feeling that i miss him ?hmm~ he's a guy that i erm~ i don't think is fall in love? maybe admire to describe ? ok, i saw him appear online in facebook just now and i said hi to him. Unfortunately, D; ... he did not reply!!! *Thunder*.. *lightning*.. D;....

i just really hopping that i can become his very close friend... well, i dare not hopping for more but at least a friend that he realized my appearance around him?...D:... *head look down*...T.T

i use to think, am i that bad? or am i ugly? how can i let him turn to me?? i'm quite tired to hope for his realization. when i tried to give my very 1st step, i'll feel like uncomfortable to have a conversation to him normally or he'll like what i mean just now, sent a hi and give no respond...==...*heart break*...T_T

anyway, going to end here. that's all for my suppressing thoughts . conclusion,just hope that fate can bring us together (not hopping for more but at least friend) ... >.<...

i don't know why now suddenly my blog couldn't change the font color. >.<